Saturday, November 3, 2012

† Jesus Heals †

Today, I'll share with y'all a true story. ;)  It starts out a little sad but I'll give a hint ( it doesn't last like that for very long ;) ) I really hope each of you, as you read this, feel how effective God's love can be and how He can work in your life in the best possible way!!

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There was this young lady, who had a past, and her past brought a lot of pain in her life when she would think on it. It hurt a lot and left a lot of sadness and heartbreak. Even long after God helped her through the pain and hurt and forgiving, she would still have flashbacks of what she went through. Because of the things this girl went through, it left her with a trusting issue. This trust issue stopped her from building relationships with new people. She would feel like she couldn't trust or depend on anyone without feeling like they'd turn on her at some point. The only person she turned to was her personal Saviour, Jesus Christ. He was always there for her with open arms, ready for her to run into. He comforted her in the hardest times and He helped her with so much and to get through so many things with His unfailing love. She knew that God wanted her to make godly, Christian friends, but because of this trust issue this girl dealt with, it kept her from making new friends.

So one evening, the girl started talking with a friend on this issue. The girl started telling her friend why she had these feelings. How she couldn't go through building friendships and then getting hurt by them, how she couldn't go through it physically, mentally, or emotionally again. Her friend had the perfect answer for her..Here's what this person told her... That the past was the past, she needed to face it. she couldn't let it take any more of her present. She needed to let go of any bad memories that she had. That the people and the events from the past, is just it, the past! ("Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:13-14)) She couldn't let it take any more of her thoughts or time. She needed to stop letting it bring her down and stop letting it keep her from building new relationships.  But most of all, She needed to give God her whole past and let Him mend her heart fully. Of any past hurt, heartbreak, and trust issues she had...

The girl didn't realize that even though she forgave everyone of her past and let go of everything that kept her back, she didn't let God truly mend her heart fully..enough to not let the past creep back into her thoughts and to stop holding her back from trusting others.. So this young ladie's friend told her to do these things: Play this song  (I surrender - by Hillsong) and pray HARD, asking God to take away her past and ask Him to mend her heart.

{ I Surrender - Hillsong }



She did just that. She played that song loud on her headphones so no sound could distract her, kneeling down, with arms stretched wide reaching towards heaven, as she sang along to the lyrics and praying at the same time. Feeling each word and the strength of them. Desperate to be filled with His love and mercy. She knelt there, surrendering herself to her Lord. As tears flowed down her cheeks, she told God she was ready to give up the memories that caused her to have trust issues and gave Him her whole past and her whole self. Everything that held her back, she gave to Him. As she cried out to the Lord, she could feel Him taking away her whole past. She could feel Him mending her heart like never before. She just kept saying, "Lord have your way in me". It moved her so much, the tears couldn't stop flowing (out of happiness)!.. She couldn't be more thankful and happy. She was so grateful for her friend to pray with her and had this amazing experience of God's mercy that took away the thing that held onto her so tightly. That her past hurt was gone! And now she could trust again!

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If you caught on or was wandering, yes, that story was based on me and my amazing experience of God's great mercy and love that happened recently. I wanted to share this story with all of you because lately, I've been having so many people tell me how much hurt they're going through right now or went through and just don't know how to feel like that part of they're life is over and just want to start living in the now for Christ, letting go of the past. One huge part of this process of having peace again is Forgiving. Forgivness is such a huge part of a Christian's walk with Christ and moving on in life from those who hurt you. 14 For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. (Matt. 6:14-15). You can't move on in life having this burden hanging over you because you haven't forgiven your past and the people in it...I have this huge heart for God and wanting to please Him..He forgave me of my sins and died on the cross way before I repented of my sins.. "The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever; he does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. (Psalm 103:8-12)."  So I, out of love, forgave anyone and anything from my past. When you forgive, it has to come out of a heart that truly means it. You haven't truly forgiven if your heart didn't really mean it..With all my heart, I love those who have hurt me and I pray for them all the time.
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I'm overjoyed that God mended my heart, wiped away my past, and took away my trust issue. "Whatever you ask in my name, this I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son." ( John 14:13). I now see that I need to build friendships that are established on the same thing and priority. Which is honoring Christ in everything we say and do and giving God all the glory.

 So with what God has done for me and shared with me to share with all of you who have a past that you no longer want, I really advise you to get into deep prayer ( also, if you have someone that you're close to, ask them to pray along with you ). Cry out to Jesus and ask Him to take away all the pain that Satan has caused. Plead to Him to mend your heart from hurt and to fill it with His love. Search your heart and surrender to God. Have the Love like Christ to forgive those of your past and really mean it with a heart full of love for them. You'll gain so much in return for obeying Christ.

~ It's a incomparable feeling to Have our Lord Jesus fill you up with His love that never ends and for Him to work in your life so powerfully. I want each of you to feel it..The power of prayer is so mighty and strong..God calls each of you to come to Him..if you haven't, break down and surrender to the One who gave Himself for you. There's no greater joy. ~





8 comments:

  1. This is absolutely crazy, how much I thought I was reading about myself Rachel, that's such an awesome thing, I went thru something so similar, that's why I thought I was reading about me! Well look at you now, the mighty woman of God you have became, your a light to so many who are in so much darkness, Forgiveness is one of the hardest things to do, But it makes life so much easier when you picture Jesus on the Cross dieing for all of our sins! Unforgiveness is a sin, and when people get filled up with the inspiring love of CHRIST, you learn to forgive again, and Trust! I recently went thru something to where I had to forgive men, because of a past expescience, I overcame that fear of becoming sexually assaulted, for so long I just gave up, but JESUS saved me all over again, I was able to forgive him, may not have been in person, but I cried out to the Lord and forgave him that way& now this past month I am just Me again and not scared anymore, I overcame me fears! So trust was something I had to learn again! So hard! But the verse that pulls me thru "all things are possible thru Christ who strengthens me" & to know Jesus loves us conditionally we are so strengthened in giving it all to Jesus! Your post was inspiring, it was definitely a GOD THING that we met! Iron sharpens iron! Its important for Godly friendships, I love it!
    I love you sister so very much, & I'm so thankful we can pray and uplift eachother!

    Love Always, Sarah Elizabeth!

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    1. Oh Sarah! That's exactly what I was hoping and praying for! That readers would relate to it and that there's hope to happiness and a mended heart to trust again! You inspire me so much girl! Always uplifting me in Christ. I love youuu! & I am so proud of you for overcoming that fear. It must have taken a lot of prayer and trust in God but so glad He helped you through it and showed you not all men are like that. There are so many out there that have such amazing hearts after God and we can trust those! We just need the LORD'S hand to guid us to what He wants for us. He wants us happy and smiling, praising Him and glorifying His great name.
      I am so happy this post spoke to you personally like that. You are so amazing and bright!!

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  2. You have no idea how much I needed to read this Rachel!! This was an amazing post to read..to see how God worked in your life by erasing your past memories and the hurt you went through and had your friend help you through it. It sounds like something similar I went through. I had some close friends but they hurt me in such a hard way and I thought I couldn't ever trust anyone again because of the the things I went through. Like Sarah said, I felt like you were talking about me the whole time! it is amazing how your posts touch so many people! I still get flashbacks (like you said) of the things I went through and the hurt those people put in my life, but I am going to do what you recommend and pray hard, asking God to take over..And I agree 100% with you speaking on Forgiveness. you are such a bright light and i look up to you, even though I'm probably not much older than you (24) . Your posts never cease to touch me. God bless you Rachel.. I'm so happy for you!

    - Brooke L.

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    1. Hi Brooke! I was so blessed to have my friend there helping me through it. It was like God used that person to help me out a so much. with prayer and encouraging me so much to let go of the past and allow God to mend my heart!. His ways are always perfect. God doesn't put us through the pain or hurt from people of our past..That's satan who wants to break us down to the point of not trusting God anymore with our future. God's there next to us in our hardest times saying "lean on me..Trust Me with all your heart and give yourself to Me and I wont let you fall".. He is the cure to letting go of anything that we went through. Thank you so much for your thoughts on this post. I'm always encouraged so much through each of your thoughts on them. & I find myself using this verse so often when it comes to young Christians stepping out in their faith and spreading God's word. "Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity." (1 Tim 4:12). God bless you Brooke and know that God's ready to mend your heart and erase your past whenever you're ready to fully give it all to Him. <3

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  3. I am truly a blessed individual because my Father God has brought you across my path.. Your Honesty is so encouraging and our God is using your transparency to help others... You cried Tears of Joy :) I believe at that moment God is so beautifully real to His people.. I am literally smiling for I am in that moment while reading and commenting that you are one of those who has "FOUND IT" who "GETS IT" for the relationship between your Holy Father is so REAL and that is so emotionally gratifying when i see something that someone else feels the exact same way I have felt and understood to be true just showing me the truth in being part of the SAME BODY of Believers in Christ Jesus... See you are not the only one to leave such a long comment.. I hope you are not offended when my comment is almost as long as a blog post can be :/ Humbly grateful to be your friend... Timothy

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    1. Well thank you so much for such that encouraging comment on this post!! it seriously made me smile! and making it as long or longer than mine ;) . . . And there was nothing truer than feeling God's love surround you as He wipes away things that no longer have palace in your life. it was beautiful and I really do love those tears that fall from my eyes. My friend shared with me this verse - "You have kept count of my tossings, put my tears in your bottle. Are they not in your book?" (Psalm 56:8)..Every tear that falls from our eyes, He has it in His book. He feels our pain, hurt, and also our happiness. He will give us so much in return for praising Him in our storms and glorifying His name through the hard times. So blessed to have you as my follower and brother in Christ!

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  4. I seriously love this post Rachel!! I can sooo relate. ;) Pleazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzze write more posts girly!!!!

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